Habepx
ld have brought a trowel,"
she reflected. The earth was so shallow over the roots that it seemed
doubtful if she could do as she meant and bury the book here. Besides, the
dogs would dig it up. No luck ever attends these symbolical celebrations,
she thought. Perhaps it would be as well then to do without them. She had a
little speech on the tip of her tongue which she meant to speak over the
book as she buried it. (It was a copy of the first edition, signed by author
and artist.) "I bury this as a tribute," she was going to have said, "a
return to the land of what the land has given me," but Lord! once one began
mouthing words aloud, how silly they sounded! She was reminded of old Greene
getting upon a platform the other day comparing her with Milton (save for
his blindness) and handing her a cheque for two hundred guineas. She had
thought then, of the oak tree here on its hill, and what has that got to do
with this, she had wondered? What has praise and fame to do with poetry?
What has seven editions (the book had already gone into no less) got to do
with the value of it? Was not writing poetry a secret transaction, a voice
answering a voice? So that all this chatter and praise and blame and meeting
people who admired one and meeting people who did not admire one was as ill
suited as could be to the thing itself - a voice answering a voice. What
could have been more secret, she thought, more slow, and like the
intercourse of lovers, than the stammering answer she had made all these
years to the old crooning song of the woods, and the farms and the brown
horses standing at the gate, neck to neck, and the smithy and the kitchen
and the fields, so laboriously bearing wheat, turnips, grass, and the garden
blowing irises and fritillaries?
So she let her book lie unburied and dishevelled on the ground, and
watched the vast view, varied like an ocean floor this evening with the sun
lightening it and the shadows darkening it. There was a village with a
church tower among elm trees; a grey domed manor house in a park; a spark of
light burning on some glass-house; a farmyard with yellow corn stacks. The
fields were marked with black tree clumps, and beyond the fields stretched
long woodlands, and there was the gleam of a river, and then hills again. In
the far distance Snowdon's crags broke white among the clouds; she saw the
far Scottish hills and the wild tides that swirl about the Hebrides. She
listened for the sound of gun-firing out at sea. No - only the wind blew.
There was no war to-day. Drake had gone; Nelson had gone. "And there," she
thought, letting her eyes, which had been looking at these far distances,
drop once more to the land beneath her, "was my land once: that Castle
between the downs was mine; and all that moor running almost to the sea was
mine." Here the landscape (it must have been some trick of the fading light)
shook itself, heaped itself, let all this encumbrance of houses, castles,
and woods slide off its tent-shaped sides. The bare mountains of Turkey were
before her. It was blazing noon. She looked straight at the baked hill-side.
Goats cropped the sandy tufts at her feet. An eagle soared above. The
raucous voice of old Rustum, the gipsy, croaked in her ears, "What is your
antiquity and your race, and your possessions compared with this? What do
you need with four hundred bedrooms and silver lids on all your dishes, and
housemaids dusting?"
At this moment some church clock chimed in the valley. The tent-like
landscape collapsed and fell. The present showered down upon her head once
more, but now that the light was fading, gentlier than before, calling into
view nothing detailed, nothing small, but only misty fields, cottages with
lamps in them, the slumbering bulk of a wood, and a fan-shaped light pushing
the darkness before it along some lane. Whether it had struck nine, ten, or
eleven, she could not say. Night had come - night that she loved of all
times, night in which the reflections in the dark pool of the mind shine
more clearly than by day. It was not necessary to faint now in order to look
deep into the darkness where things shape themselves and to see in the pool
of the mind now Shakespeare, now a girl in Russian trousers, now a toy boat
on the Serpentine, and then the Atlantic itself, where it storms in great
waves past Cape Horn. She looked into the darkness. There was her husband's
brig, rising to the top of the wave! Up, it went, and up and up. The white
arch of a thousand deaths rose before it. Oh rash, oh ridiculous man, always
sailing, so uselessly, round Cape Horn in the teeth of a gale! But the brig
was through the arch and out on the other side; it was safe at last!
"Ecstasy!" she cried, "ecstasy!" And then the wind sank, the waters
grew calm; and she saw the waves rippling peacefully in the moonlight.
"Marmaduke Bonthrop Shelmerdine!" she cried, standing by the oak tree.
The beautiful, glittering name fell out of the sky like a steel-blue
feather. She watched it fall, turning and twisting like a slow-falling arrow
that cleaves the deep air beautifully. He was coming, as he always came, in
moments of dead calm; when the wave rippled and the spotted leaves fell
slowly over her foot in the autumn woods; when the leopard was still; the
moon was on the waters, and nothing moved in between sky and sea. Then he
came.
All was still now. It was near midnight. The moon rose slowly over the
weald. Its light raised a phantom castle upon earth. There stood the great
house with all its windows robed in silver. Of wall or substance there was
none. All was phantom. All was still. All was lit as for the coming of a
dead Queen. Gazing below her, Orlando saw dark plumes tossing in the
courtyard, and torches flickering and shadows kneeling. A Queen once more
stepped from her chariot.
"The house is at your service, Ma'am," she cried, curtseying deeply.
"Nothing has been changed. The dead Lord, my father, shall lead you in".
As she spoke, the first stroke of midnight sounded. The cold breeze of
the present brushed her face with its little breath of fear. She looked
anxiously into the sky. It was dark with clouds now. The wind roared in her
ears. But in the roar of the wind she heard the roar of an aeroplane coming
nearer and nearer.
"Here! Shel, here! she cried, baring her breast to the moon (which now
showed bright) so that her pearls glowed like the eggs of some vast moon
spider. The aeroplane rushed out of the clouds and stood over her head. It
hovered above her. Her pearls burnt like a phosphorescent flare in the
darkness.
And as Shelmerdine, now grown a fine sea captain, hale, fresh-coloured,
and alert, leapt to the ground, there sprang up over his head a single wild
bird.
"It is the goose!" Orlando cried. "The wild goose..."
And the twelfth stroke of midnight sounded; the twelfth stroke of
midnight, Thursday, the eleventh of October, Nineteen hundred and Twenty
Eight.
THE END
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