Habepx
urton, what do you know about Young Italy?"
"I know that it is a society which publishes a newspaper in Marseilles
and circulates it in Italy, with the object of inducing people to revolt and
drive the Austrian army out of the country."
"You have read this paper, I think?"
"Yes; I am interested in the subject."
"When you read it you realized that you were committing an illegal
action?"
"Certainly."
"Where did you get the copies which were found in your room?"
"That I cannot tell you."
"Mr. Burton, you must not say 'I cannot tell' here; you are bound to
answer my questions."
"I will not, then, if you object to 'cannot.'"
"You will regret it if you permit yourself to use such expressions,"
remarked the colonel. As Arthur made no reply, he went on:
"I may as well tell you that evidence has come into our hands proving
your connection with this society to be much more intimate than is implied
by the mere reading of forbidden literature. It will be to your advantage to
confess frankly. In any case the truth will be sure to come out, and you
will find it useless to screen yourself behind evasion and denials."
"I have no desire to screen myself. What is it you want to know?"
"Firstly, how did you, a foreigner, come to be implicated in matters of
this kind?"
"I thought about the subject and read everything I could get hold of,
and formed my own conclusions."
"Who persuaded you to join this society?"
"No one; I wished to join it."
"You are shilly-shallying with me," said the colonel, sharply; his
patience was evidently beginning to give out. "No one can join a society by
himself. To whom did you communicate your wish to join it?"
Silence.
"Will you have the kindness to answer me?"
"Not when you ask questions of that kind."
Arthur spoke sullenly; a curious, nervous irritability was taking
possession of him. He knew by this time that many arrests had been made in
both Leghorn and Pisa; and, though still ignorant of the extent of the
calamity, he had already heard enough to put him into a fever of anxiety for
the safety of Gemma and his other friends. The studied politeness of the
officers, the dull game of fencing and parrying, of insidious questions and
evasive answers, worried and annoyed him, and the clumsy tramping backward
and forward of the sentinel outside the door jarred detestably upon his ear.
"Oh, by the bye, when did you last meet Giovanni Bolla?" asked the
colonel, after a little more bandying of words. "Just before you left Pisa,
was it?"
"I know no one of that name."
"What! Giovanni Bolla? Surely you know him --a tall young fellow,
closely shaven. Why, he is one of your fellow-students."
"There are many students in the university whom I don't know."
"Oh, but you must know Bolla, surely! Look, this is his handwriting.
You see, he knows you well enough."
The colonel carelessly handed him a paper headed: "Protocol," and
signed: "Giovanni Bolla." Glancing down it Arthur came upon his own name. He
looked up in surprise. "Am I to read it?"
"Yes, you may as well; it concerns you."
He began to read, while the officers sat silently watching his face.
The document appeared to consist of depositions in answer to a long string
of questions. Evidently Bolla, too, must have been arrested. The first
depositions were of the usual stereotyped character; then followed a short
account of Bolla's connection with the society, of the dissemination of
prohibited literature in Leghorn, and of the students' meetings. Next came
"Among those who joined us was a young Englishman, Arthur Burton, who
belongs to one of the rich shipowning families."
The blood rushed into Arthur's face. Bolla had betrayed him! Bolla, who
had taken upon himself the solemn duties of an initiator--Bolla, who had
converted Gemma--who was in love with her! He laid down the paper and stared
at the floor.
"I hope that little document has refreshed your memory?" hinted the
colonel politely.
Arthur shook his head. "I know no one of that name," he repeated in a
dull, hard voice. "There must be some mistake."
"Mistake? Oh, nonsense! Come, Mr. Burton, chivalry and quixotism are
very fine things in their way; but there's no use in overdoing them. It's an
error all you young people fall into at first. Come, think! What good is it
for you to compromise yourself and spoil your prospects in life over a
simple formality about a man that has betrayed you? You see yourself, he
wasn't so particular as to what he said about you."
A faint shade of something like mockery had crept into the colonel's
voice. Arthur looked up with a start; a sudden light flashed upon his mind.
"It's a lie!" he cried out. "It's a forgery! I can see it in your face,
you cowardly----You've got some prisoner there you want to compromise, or a
trap you want to drag me into. You are a forger, and a liar, and a
scoundrel----"
"Silence!" shouted the colonel, starting up in a rage; his two
colleagues were already on their feet. "Captain Tommasi," he went on,
turning to one of them, "ring for the guard, if you please, and have this
young gentleman put in the punishment cell for a few days. He wants a
lesson, I see, to bring him to reason."
The punishment cell was a dark, damp, filthy hole under ground. Instead
of bringing Arthur "to reason," it thoroughly exasperated him. His luxurious
home had rendered him daintily fastidious about personal cleanliness, and
the first effect of the slimy, vermin-covered walls, the floor heaped with
accumulations of filth and garbage, the fearful stench of fungi and sewage
and rotting wood, was strong enough to have satisfied the offended officer.
When he was pushed in and the door locked behind him he took three cautious
steps forward with outstretched hands, shuddering with disgust as his
fingers came into contact with the slippery wall, and groped in the dense
blackness for some spot less filthy than the rest in which to sit down.
The long day passed in unbroken blackness and silence, and the night
brought no change. In the utter void and absence of all external
impressions, he gradually lost the consciousness of time; and when, on the
following morning, a key was turned in the door lock, and the frightened
rats scurried past him squeaking, he started up in a sudden panic, his heart
throbbing furiously and a roaring noise in his ears, as though he had been
shut away from light and sound for months instead of hours.
The door opened, letting in a feeble lantern gleam--a flood of blinding
light, it seemed to him --and the head warder entered, carrying a piece of
bread and a mug of water. Arthur made a step forward; he was quite convinced
that the man had come to let him out. Before he had time to speak, the
warder put the bread and mug into his hands, turned round and went away
without a word, locking the door again.
Arthur stamped his foot upon the ground. For the first time in his life
he was savagely angry. But as the hours went by, the consciousness of time
and place gradually slipped further and further away. The blackness seemed
an illimitable thing, with no beginning and no end, and life had, as it
were, stopped for him. On the evening of the third day, when the door was
opened and the head warder appeared on the threshold with a soldier, he
looked up, dazed and bewildered, shading his eyes from the unaccustomed
light, and vaguely wondering how many hours or weeks he had been in this
grave.
"This way, please," said the cool business voice of the warder. Arthur
rose and moved forward mechanically, with a strange unsteadiness, swaying
and stumbling like a drunkard. He resented the warder's attempt to help him
up the steep, narrow steps leading to the courtyard; but as he reached the
highest step a sudden giddiness came over him, so that he staggered and
would have fallen backwards had the warder not caught him by the shoulder.
. . . . .
"There, he'll be all right now," said a cheerful voice; "they most of
them go off this way coming out into the air."
Arthur struggled desperately for breath as another handful of water was
dashed into his face. The blackness seemed to fall away from him in pieces
with a rushing noise; then he woke suddenly into full consciousness, and,
pushing aside the warder's arm, walked along the corridor and up the stairs
almost steadily. They stopped for a moment in front of a door; then it
opened, and before he realized where they were taking him he was in the
brightly lighted interrogation room, staring in confused wonder at the table
and the papers and the officers sitting in their accustomed places.
"Ah, it's Mr. Burton!" said the colonel. "I hope we shall be able to
talk more comfortably now. Well, and how do you like the dark cell? Not
quite so luxurious as your brother's drawing room, is it? eh?"
Arthur raised his eyes to the colonel's smiling face. He was seized by
a frantic desire to spring at the throat of this gray-whiskered fop and tear
it with his teeth. Probably something of this kind was visible in his face,
for the colonel added immediately, in a quite different tone:
"Sit down, Mr. Burton, and drink some water; you are excited."
Arthur pushed aside the glass of water held out to him; and, leaning
his arms on the table, rested his forehead on one hand and tried to collect
his thoughts. The colonel sat watching him keenly, noting with experienced
eyes the unsteady hands and lips, the hair dripping with water, the dim gaze
that told of physical prostration and disordered nerves.
"Now, Mr. Burton," he said after a few minutes; "we will start at the
point where we left off; and as there has been a certain amount of
unpleasantness between us, I may as well begin by saying that I, for my
part, have no desire to be anything but indulgent with you. If you will
behave properly and reasonably, I assure you that we shall not treat you
with any unnecessary harshness."
"What do you want me to do?"
Arthur spoke in a hard, sullen voice, quite different from his natural
tone.
"I only want you to tell us frankly, in a straightforward and
honourable manner, what you know of this society and its adherents. First of
all, how long have you known Bolla?"
"I never met him in my life. I know nothing whatever about him."
"Really? Well, we will return to that subject presently. I think you
know a young man named Carlo Bini?"
"I never heard of such a person."
"That is very extraordinary. What about Francesco Neri?"
"I never heard the name."
"But here is a letter in your handwriting, addressed to him. Look!"
Arthur glanced carelessly at the letter and laid it aside.
"Do you recognize that letter?"
"No."
"You deny that it is in your writing?"
"I deny nothing. I have no recollection of it."
"Perhaps you remember this one?"
A second letter was handed to him, and he saw that it was one which he
had written in the autumn to a fellow-student.
"No."
"Nor the person to whom it is addressed?"
"Nor the person."
"Your memory is singularly short."
"It is a defect from which I have always suffered."
"Indeed! And I heard the other day from a university professor that you
are considered by no means deficient; rather clever in fact."
"You probably judge of cleverness by the police-spy standard;
university professors use words in a different sense."
The note of rising irritation was plainly audible in Arthur's voice. He
was physically exhausted with hunger, foul air, and want of sleep; every
bone in his body seemed to ache separately; and the colonel's voice grated
on his exasperated nerves, setting his teeth on edge like the squeak of a
slate pencil.
"Mr. Burton," said the colonel, leaning back in his chair and speaking
gravely, "you are again forgetting yourself; and I warn you once more that
this kind of talk will do you no good. Surely you have had enough of the
dark cell not to want any more just for the present. I tell you plainly that
I shall use strong measures with you if you persist in repulsing gentle
ones. Mind, I have proof--positive proof--that some of these young men have
been engaged in smuggling prohibited literature into this port; and that you
have been in communication with them. Now, are you going to tell me, without
compulsion, what you know about this affair?"
Arthur bent his head lower. A blind, senseless, wild-beast fury was
beginning to stir within him like a live thing. The possibility of losing
command over himself was more appalling to him than any threats. For the
first time he began to realize what latent potentialities may lie hidden
beneath the culture of any gentleman and the piety of any Christian; and the
terror of himself was strong upon him.
"I am waiting for your answer," said the colonel.
"I have no answer to give."
"You positively refuse to answer?"
"I will tell you nothing at all."
"Then I must simply order you back into the punishment cell, and keep
you there till you change your mind. If there is much more trouble with you,
I shall put you in irons."
Arthur looked up, trembling from head to foot. "You will do as you
please," he said slowly; "and whether the English Ambassador will stand your
playing tricks of that kind with a British subject who has not been
convicted of any crime is for him to decide."
At last Arthur was conducted back to his own cell, where he flung
himself down upon the bed and slept till the next morning. He was not put in
irons, and saw no more of the dreaded dark cell; but the feud between him
and the colonel grew more inveterate with every interrogation. It was quite
useless for Arthur to pray in his cell for grace to conquer his evil
passions, or to meditate half the night long upon the patience and meekness
of Christ. No sooner was he brought again into the long, bare room with its
baize-covered table, and confronted with the colonel's waxed moustache, than
the unchristian spirit would take possession of him once more, suggesting
bitter repartees and contemptuous answers. Before he had been a month in the
prison the mutual irritation had reached such a height that he and the
colonel could not see each other's faces without losing their temper.
The continual strain of this petty warfare was beginning to tell
heavily upon his nerves. Knowing how closely he was watched, and remembering
certain dreadful rumours which he had heard of prisoners secretly drugged
with belladonna that notes might be taken of their ravings, he gradually
became afraid to sleep or eat; and if a mouse ran past him in the night,
would start up drenched with cold sweat and quivering with terror, fancying
that someone was hiding in the room to listen if he talked in his sleep. The
gendarmes were evidently trying to entrap him into making some admission
which might compromise Bolla; and so great was his fear of slipping, by any
inadvertency, into a pitfall, that he was really in danger of doing so
through sheer nervousness. Bolla's name rang in his ears night and day,
interfering even with his devotions, and forcing its way in among the beads
of the rosary instead of the name of Mary. But the worst thing of all was
that his religion, like the outer world, seemed to be slipping away from him
as the days went by. To this last foothold he clung with feverish tenacity,
spending several hours of each day in prayer and meditation; but his
thoughts wandered more and more often to Bolla, and the prayers were growing
terribly mechanical.
His greatest comfort was the head warder of the prison. This was a
little old man, fat and bald, who at first had tried his hardest to wear a
severe expression. Gradually the good nature which peeped out of every
dimple in his chubby face conquered his official scruples, and he began
carrying messages for the prisoners from cell to cell.
One afternoon in the middle of May this warder came into the cell with
a face so scowling and gloomy that Arthur looked at him in astonishment.
"Why, Enrico!" he exclaimed; "what on earth is wrong with you to-day?"
"Nothing," said Enrico snappishly; and, going up to the pallet, he
began pulling off the rug, which was Arthur's property.
"What do you want with my things? Am I to be moved into another cell?"
"No; you're to be let out."
"Let out? What--to-day? For altogether? Enrico!"
In his excitement Arthur had caught hold of the old man's arm. It was
angrily wrenched away.
"Enrico! What has come to you? Why don't you answer? Are we all going
to be let out?"
A contemptuous grunt was the only reply.
"Look here!" Arthur again took hold of the warder's arm, laughing. "It
is no use for you to be cross to me, because I'm not going to get offended.
I want to know about the others."
"Which others?" growled Enrico, suddenly laying down the shirt he was
folding. "Not Bolla, I suppose?"
"Bolla and all the rest, of course. Enrico, what is the matter with
you?"
"Well, he's not likely to be let out in a hurry, poor lad, when a
comrade has betrayed him. Ugh!" Enrico took up the shirt again in disgust.
"Betrayed him? A comrade? Oh, how dreadful!" Arthur's eyes dilated with
horror. Enrico turned quickly round.
"Why, wasn't it you?"
"I? Are you off your head, man? I?"
"Well, they told him so yesterday at interrogation, anyhow. I'm very
glad if it wasn't you, for I always thought you were rather a decent young
fellow. This way!" Enrico stepped out into the corridor and Arthur followed
him, a light breaking in upon the confusion of his mind.
"They told Bolla I'd betrayed him? Of course they did! Why, man, they
told me he had betrayed me. Surely Bolla isn't fool enough to believe that
sort of stuff?"
"Then it really isn't true?" Enrico stopped at the foot of the stairs
and looked searchingly at Arthur, who merely shrugged his shoulders.
"Of course it's a lie."
"Well, I'm glad to hear it, my lad, and I'll tell him you said so. But
you see what they told him was that you had denounced him out of--well, out
of jealousy, because of your both being sweet on the same girl."
"It's a lie!" Arthur repeated the words in a quick, breathless whisper.
A sudden, paralyzing fear had come over him. "The same girl--jealousy!" How
could they know--how could they know?
"Wait a minute, my lad." Enrico stopped in the corridor leading to the
interrogation room, and spoke softly. "I believe you; but just tell me one
thing. I know you're a Catholic; did you ever say anything in the
confessional------"
"It's a lie!" This time Arthur's voice had risen to a stifled cry.
Enrico shrugged his shoulders and moved on again. "You know best, of
course; but you wouldn't be the only young fool that's been taken in that
way. There's a tremendous ado just now about a priest in Pisa that some of
your friends have found out. They've printed a leaflet saying he's a spy."
He opened the door of the interrogation room, and, seeing that Arthur
stood motionless, staring blankly before him, pushed him gently across the
threshold.
"Good-afternoon, Mr. Burton," said the colonel, smiling and showing his
teeth amiably. "I have great pleasure in congratulating you. An order for
your release has arrived from Florence. Will you kindly sign this paper?"
Arthur went up to him. "I want to know," he said in a dull voice, "who
it was that betrayed me."
The colonel raised his eyebrows with a smile.
"Can't you guess? Think a minute."
Arthur shook his head. The colonel put out both hands with a gesture of
polite surprise.
"Can't guess? Really? Why, you yourself, Mr. Burton. Who else could
know your private love affairs?"
Arthur turned away in silence. On the wall hung a large wooden
crucifix; and his eyes wandered slowly to its face; but with no appeal in
them, only a dim wonder at this supine and patient God that had no
thunderbolt for a priest who betrayed the confessional.
"Will you kindly sign this receipt for your papers?" said the colonel
blandly; "and then I need not keep you any longer. I am sure you must be in
a hurry to get home; and my time is very much taken up just now with the
affairs of that foolish young man, Bolla, who tried your Christian
forbearance so hard. I am afraid he will get a rather heavy sentence.
Good-afternoon!"
Arthur signed the receipt, took his papers, and went out in dead
silence. He followed Enrico to the massive gate; and, without a word of
farewell, descended to the water's edge, where a ferryman was waiting to
take him across the moat. As he mounted the stone steps leading to the
street, a girl in a cotton dress and straw hat ran up to him with
outstretched hands.
"Arthur! Oh, I'm so glad--I'm so glad!"
He drew his hands away, shivering.
"Jim!" he said at last, in a voice that did not seem to belong to him.
"Jim!"
"I've been waiting here for half an hour. They said you would come out
at four. Arthur, why do you look at me like that? Something has happened!
Arthur, what has come to you? Stop!"
He had turned away, and was walking slowly down the street, as if he
had forgotten her presence. Thoroughly frightened at his manner, she ran
after him and caught him by the arm.
"Arthur!"
He stopped and looked up with bewildered eyes. She slipped her arm
through his, and they walked on again for a moment in silence.
"Listen, dear," she began softly; "you mustn't get so upset over this
wretched business. I know it's dreadfully hard on you, but everybody
understands."
"What business?" he asked in the same dull voice.
"I mean, about Bolla's letter."
Arthur's face contracted painfully at the name.
"I thought you wouldn't have heard of it," Gemma went on; "but I
suppose they've told you. Bolla must be perfectly mad to have imagined such
a thing."
"Such a thing----?"
"You don't know about it, then? He has written a horrible letter,
saying that you have told about the steamers, and got him arrested. It's
perfectly absurd, of course; everyone that knows you sees that; it's only
the people who don't know you that have been upset by it. Really, that's
what I came here for--to tell you that no one in our group believes a word
of it."
"Gemma! But it's--it's true!"
She shrank slowly away from him, and stood quite still, her eyes wide
and dark with horror, her face as white as the kerchief at her neck. A great
icy wave of silence seemed to have swept round them both, shutting them out,
in a world apart, from the life and movement of the street.
"Yes," he whispered at last; "the steamers-- I spoke of that; and I
said his name--oh, my God! my God! What shall I do?"
He came to himself suddenly, realizing her presence and the mortal
terror in her face. Yes, of course, she must think------
"Gemma, you don't understand!" he burst out, moving nearer; but she
recoiled with a sharp cry:
"Don't touch me!"
Arthur seized her right hand with sudden violence.
"Listen, for God's sake! It was not my fault; I----"
"Let go; let my hand go! Let go!"
The next instant she wrenched her fingers away from his, and struck him
across the cheek with her open hand.
A kind of mist came over his eyes. For a little while he was conscious
of nothing but Gemma's white and desperate face, and the right hand which
she had fiercely rubbed on the skirt of her cotton dress. Then the daylight
crept back again, and he looked round and saw that he was alone.
PART I: CHAPTER VII.
IT had long been dark when Arthur rang at the front door of the great
house in the Via Borra. He remembered that he had been wandering about the
streets; but where, or why, or for how long, he had no idea. Julia's page
opened the door, yawning, and grinned significantly at the haggard, stony
face. It seemed to him a prodigious joke to have the young master come home
from jail like a "drunk and disorderly" beggar. Arthur went upstairs. On the
first floor he met Gibbons coming down with an air of lofty and solemn
disapproval. He tried to pass with a muttered "Good evening"; but Gibbons
was no easy person to get past against his will.
"The gentlemen are out, sir," he said, looking critically at Arthur's
rather neglected dress and hair. "They have gone with the mistress to an
evening party, and will not be back till nearly twelve."
Arthur looked at his watch; it was nine o'clock. Oh, yes! he would have
time--plenty of time------
"My mistress desired me to ask whether you would like any supper, sir;
and to say that she hopes you will sit up for her, as she particularly
wishes to speak to you this evening."
"I don't want anything, thank you; you can tell her I have not gone to
bed."
He went up to his room. Nothing in it had been changed since his
arrest; Montanelli's portrait was on the table where he had placed it, and
the crucifix stood in the alcove as before. He paused a moment on the
threshold, listening; but the house was quite still; evidently no one was
coming to disturb him. He stepped softly into the room and locked the door.
And so he had come to the end. There was nothing to think or trouble
about; an importunate and useless consciousness to get rid of--and nothing
more. It seemed a stupid, aimless kind of thing, somehow.
He had not formed any resolve to commit suicide, nor indeed had he
thought much about it; the thing was quite obvious and inevitable. He had
even no definite idea as to what manner of death to choose; all that
mattered was to be done with it quickly--to have it over and forget. He had
no weapon in the room, not even a pocketknife; but that was of no
consequence--a towel would do, or a sheet torn into strips.
There was a large nail just over the window. That would do; but it must
be firm to bear his weight. He got up on a chair to feel the nail; it was
not quite firm, and he stepped down again and took a hammer from a drawer.
He knocked in the nail, and was about to pull a sheet off his bed, when he
suddenly remembered that he had not said his prayers. Of course, one must
pray before dying; every Christian does that. There are even special prayers
for a departing soul.
He went into the alcove and knelt down before the crucifix. "Almighty
and merciful God----" he began aloud; and with that broke off and said no
more. Indeed, the world was grown so dull that there was nothing left to
pray for--or against. And then, what did Christ know about a trouble of this
kind--Christ, who had never suffered it? He had only been betrayed, like
Bolla; He had never been tricked into betraying.
Arthur rose, crossing himself from old habit. Approaching the table, he
saw lying upon it a letter addressed to him, in Montanelli's handwriting. It
was in pencil:
"My Dear Boy: It is a great disappointment to me that I cannot see you
on the day of your release; but I have been sent for to visit a dying man. I
shall not get back till late at night. Come to me early to-morrow morning.
In great haste,
"L. M."
He put down the letter with a sigh; it did seem hard on the Padre.
How the people had laughed and gossiped in the streets! Nothing was
altered since the days when he had been alive. Not the least little one of
all the daily trifles round him was changed because a human soul, a living
human soul, had been struck down dead. It was all just the same as before.
The water had plashed in the fountains; the sparrows had twittered under the
eaves; just as they had done yesterday, just as they would do to-morrow. And
as for him, he was dead--quite dead.
He sat down on the edge of the bed, crossed his arms along the
foot-rail, and rested his forehead upon them. There was plenty of time; and
his head ached so--the very middle of the brain seemed to ache; it was all
so dull and stupid--so utterly meaningless----
. . . . .
The front-door bell rang sharply, and he started up in a breathless
agony of terror, with both hands at his throat. They had come back--he had
sat there dreaming, and let the precious time slip away--and now he must see
their faces and hear their cruel tongues--their sneers and comments-- If
only he had a knife------
He looked desperately round the room. His mother's work-basket stood in
a little cupboard; surely there would be scissors; he might sever an artery.
No; the sheet and nail were safer, if he had timeHe dragged the counterpane
from his bed, and with frantic haste began tearing off a strip. The sound of
footsteps came up the stairs. No; the strip was too wide; it would not tie
firmly; and there must be a noose. He worked faster as the footsteps drew
nearer; and the blood throbbed in his temples and roared in his ears.
Quicker-- quicker! Oh, God! five minutes more!
There was a knock at the door. The strip of torn stuff dropped from his
hands, and he sat quite still, holding his breath to listen. The handle of
the door was tried; then Julia's voice called:
"Arthur!"
He stood up, panting.
"Arthur, open the door, please; we are waiting."
He gathered up the torn counterpane, threw it into a drawer, and
hastily smoothed down the bed.
"Arthur!" This time it was James who called, and the door-handle was
shaken impatiently. "Are you asleep?"
Arthur looked round the room, saw that everything was hidden, and
unlocked the door.
"I should think you might at least have obeyed my express request that
you should sit up for us, Arthur," said Julia, sweeping into the room in a
towering passion. "You appear to think it the proper thing for us to dance
attendance for half an hour at your door----"
"Four minutes, my dear," James mildly corrected, stepping into the room
at the end of his wife's pink satin train. "I certainly think, Arthur, that
it would have been more--becoming if----"
"What do you want?" Arthur interrupted. He was standing with his hand
upon the door, glancing furtively from one to the other like a trapped
animal. But James was too obtuse and Julia too angry to notice the look.
Mr. Burton placed a chair for his wife and sat down, carefully pulling
up his new trousers at the knees. "Julia and I," he began, "feel it to be
our duty to speak to you seriously about----"
"I can't listen to-night; I--I'm not well. My head aches--you must
wait."
Arthur spoke in a strange, indistinct voice, with a confused and
rambling manner. James looked round in surprise.
"Is there anything the matter with you?" he asked anxiously, suddenly
remembering that Arthur had come from a very hotbed of infection. "I hope
you're not sickening for anything. You look quite feverish."
"Nonsense!" Julia interrupted sharply. "It's only the usual
theatricals, because he's ashamed to face us. Come here and sit down,
Arthur." Arthur slowly crossed the room and sat down on the bed. "Yes?" he
said wearily.
Mr. Burton coughed, cleared his throat, smoothed his already immaculate
beard, and began the carefully prepared speech over again:
"I feel it to be my duty--my painful duty--to speak very seriously to
you about your extraordinary behaviour in connecting yourself with--a--
law-breakers and incendiaries and--a--persons of disreputable character. I
believe you to have been, perhaps, more foolish than depraved--a----"
He paused.
"Yes?" Arthur said again.
"Now, I do not wish to be hard on you," James went on, softening a
little in spite of himself before the weary hopelessness of Arthur's manner.
"I am quite willing to believe that you have been led away by bad
companions, and to take into account your youth and inexperience and
the--a-- a--imprudent and--a--impulsive character which you have, I fear,
inherited from your mother."
Arthur's eyes wandered slowly to his mother's portrait and back again,
but he did not speak.
"But you will, I feel sure, understand," James continued, "that it is
quite impossible for me to keep any longer in my house a person who has
brought public disgrace upon a name so highly respected as ours."
"Yes?" Arthur repeated once more.
"Well?" said Julia sharply, closing her fan with a snap and laying it
across her knee. "Are you going to have the goodness to say anything but
'Yes,' Arthur?"
"You will do as you think best, of course," he answered slowly, without
moving. "It doesn't matter much either way."
"Doesn't--matter?" James repeated, aghast; and his wife rose with a
laugh.
"Oh, it doesn't matter, doesn't it? Well, James, I hope you understand
now how much gratitude you may expect in that quarter. I told you what would
come of showing charity to Papist adventuresses and their----"
"Hush, hush! Never mind that, my dear!"
"It's all nonsense, James; we've had more than enough of this
sentimentality! A love-child setting himself up as a member of the
family--it's quite time he did know what his mother was! Why should we be
saddled with the child of a Popish priest's amourettes? There, then-- look!"
She pulled a crumpled sheet of paper out of her pocket and tossed it
across the table to Arthur. He opened it; the writing was in his mother's
hand, and was dated four months before his birth. It was a confession,
addressed to her husband, and with two signatures.
Arthur's eyes travelled slowly down the page, past the unsteady letters
in which her name was written, to the strong, familiar signature: "Lorenzo
Montanelli." For a moment he stared at the writing; then, without a word,
refolded the paper and laid it down. James rose and took his wife by the
arm.
"There, Julia, that will do. Just go downstairs now; it's late, and I
want to talk a little business with Arthur. It won't interest you."
She glanced up at her husband; then back at Arthur, who was silently
staring at the floor.
"He seems half stupid," she whispered.
When she had gathered up her train and left the room, James carefully
shut the door and went back to his chair beside the table. Arthur sat as
before, perfectly motionless and silent.
"Arthur," James began in a milder tone, now Julia was not there to
hear, "I am very sorry that this has come out. You might just as well not
have known it. However, all that's over; and I am pleased to see that you
can behave with such self-control. Julia is a--a little excited; ladies
often--anyhow, I don't want to be too hard on you."
He stopped to see what effect the kindly words had produced; but Arthur
was quite motionless.
"Of course, my dear boy," James went on after a moment, "this is a
distressing story altogether, and the best thing we can do is to hold our
tongues about it. My father was generous enough not to divorce your mother
when she confessed her fall to him; he only demanded that the man who had
led her astray should leave the country at once; and, as you know, he went
to China as a missionary. For my part, I was very much against your having
anything to do with him when he came back; but my father, just at the last,
consented to let him teach you, on condition that he never attempted to see
your mother. I must, in justice, acknowledge that I believe they both
observed that condition faithfully to the end. It is a very deplorable
business; but----"
Arthur looked up. All the life and expression had gone out of his face;
it was like a waxen mask.
"D-don't you think," he said softly, with a curious stammering
hesitation on the words, "th-that--all this--is--v-very--funny?"
"FUNNY?" James pushed his chair away from the table, and sat staring at
him, too much petrified for anger. "Funny! Arthur, are you mad?"
Arthur suddenly threw back his head, and burst into a frantic fit of
laughing.
"Arthur!" exclaimed the shipowner, rising with dignity, "I am amazed at
your levity!"
There was no answer but peal after peal of laughter, so loud and
boisterous that even James began to doubt whether there was not something
more the matter here than levity.
"Just like a hysterical woman," he muttered, turning, with a
contemptuous shrug of his shoulders, to tramp impatiently up and down the
room. "Really, Arthur, you're worse than Julia; there, stop laughing! I
can't wait about here all night."
He might as well have asked the crucifix to come down from its
pedestal. Arthur was past caring for remonstrances or exhortations; he only
laughed, and laughed, and laughed without end.
"This is absurd!" said James, stopping at last in his irritated pacing
to and fro. "You are evidently too much excited to be reasonable to-night. I
can't talk business with you if you're going on that way. Come to me
to-morrow morning after breakfast. And now you had better go to bed.
Good-night."
He went out, slamming the door. "Now for the hysterics downstairs," he
muttered as he tramped noisily away. "I suppose it'll be tears there!"
. . . . .
The frenzied laughter died on Arthur's lips. He snatched up the hammer
from the table and flung himself upon the crucifix.
With the crash that followed he came suddenly to his senses, standing
before the empty pedestal, the hammer still in his hand, and the fragments
of the broken image scattered on the floor about his feet.
He threw down the hammer. "So easy!" he said, and turned away. "And
what an idiot I am!"
He sat down by the table, panting heavily for breath, and rested his
forehead on both hands. Presently he rose, and, going to the wash-stand,
poured a jugful of cold water over his head and face. He came back quite
composed, and sat down to think.
And it was for such things as these--for these false and slavish
people, these dumb and soulless gods--that he had suffered all these
tortures of shame and passion and despair; had made a rope to hang himself,
forsooth, because one priest was a liar. As if they were not all liars!
Well, all that was done with; he was wiser now. He need only shake off these
vermin and begin life afresh.
There were plenty of goods vessels in the docks; it would be an easy
matter to stow himself away in one of them, and get across to Canada,
Australia, Cape Colony--anywhere. It was no matter for the country, if only
it was far enough; and, as for the life out there, he could see, and if it
did not suit him he could try some other place.
He took out his purse. Only thirty-three paoli; but his watch was a
good one. That would help him along a bit; and in any case it was of no
consequence--he should pull through somehow. But they would search for him,
all these people; they would be sure to make inquiries at the docks. No; he
must put them on a false scent--make them believe him dead; then he should
be quite free-- quite free. He laughed softly to himself at the thought of
the Burtons searching for his corpse. What a farce the whole thing was!
Taking a sheet of paper, he wrote the first words that occurred to him:
"I believed in you as I believed in God. God is a thing made of clay,
that I can smash with a hammer; and you have fooled me with a lie."
He folded up the paper, directed it to Montanelli, and, taking another
sheet, wrote across it: "Look for my body in Darsena." Then he put on his
hat and went out of the room. Passing his mother's portrait, he looked up
with a laugh and a shrug of his shoulders. She, too, had lied to him.
He crept softly along the corridor, and, slipping back the door-bolts,
went out on to the
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